| ||"True Friendship isnt being inseparable, its being separated and nothing changes" <-- i'm not sure who said it but i love the quote and i wish people that say they want to live by those words would truly take their own advice|
Your friends are the most important people in your life. At least for me they are, for me my friends almost outweight my family. Besides the obvious like my mom and my grandpa, but for the most part i'm not close with my family. My friends are my family, they know more about who i am then even maybe I do.
I was looking at stuff from the past and I remember this friend i used to have. We were pretty much insepearable and things have changed so much that I dont even talk to the person anymore and I dont really even know who the person is. We keep in contact but its not anything more than you would say to an acquaintance if you ran into them on the street. Looking at and realizing this is frustrating to me because someone like that should never have gotten away from me. I tried to fight but this person pushed away and honestly i guess just wanted to live a different life. This person isn't who I or anyone else remembers them to be when we first met. Maybe this weekend will make that all come back but I doubt it. i'm just a convenience.
this is ridiculous its 4:30 in the morning..i can't sleep. i highly doubt i'll go to class tomorrow just because i wont have gotten any sleep.
On another note, if there is something that anyone needs to tell me that is pretty important and your trying to keep it a secret it would be great if you could not refer to it in your writings and scare me. so if you see this that would be cool if you could explain. lol! thanks in advance!
i'm pretty much finished writing on here. I've concluded even in recent entries that i only write on her when i'm truly upset. Right now that isn't really the case. I am using this to vent, but for the most part im completly content right now (except im not sure if i spelled completely right! haha..im pathetic) oh and the whole insomnia thing i have all the sudden developed! But i think i am going to try and get some sleep....
| ||Posted 5/1/2008 4:41 AM - 21339 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments|
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